Yeah. Hello all(:

yes, this year valentine is none other than Jiro wang!
Catch him in 愛就宅一起! haha
"Wah lau ye!" I missed his publicity to Singapore! arghh..
Without knowing, its already going to be one year soon.
Luckily i got over it fast and did not cling onto it because u don't even show any sign of remorse or sadness. By the way, it was quite painful to say that all the promises vanished at that very moment. LOL!

Yup, went twice job hunting with Angel=)
But they were all unsuccessful. haha.
hmm..actually there were quite a number of jobs available but because of its far location, no basic pay, training needed, they were all eliminated.
I can still remember how petty the guy was by not replying my msg when i told him that both of us were unable to attend the training.
And ya, Eunos have many unqiue people and i will never forget the trip there. hehe=)

Ok. Back to today's subject. I am left with less than 2 weeks.
I really hope that appeals work, or i will be finish.
Bless me..
The day of darkness is getting closer to me, i am so scared and worried.
NO one knows how stress i am. >,<
Even chocolates can't really boost my mood.
Happy days passes fast and were uncountable..
The most happiest day that i can recalled within this year was celebrating my b'day. Only.
Erm there were also some others like Dad treated us sakae sushi and whipped delicious food for us. I can't really remember any fantastic happiness within me=[
Even at home, there is no one i can speak to because they are too busy with their stuffs.
There are some complicated issues that i can't reveal and rant.
I am stuck in a bloody situation.
I am damn ____ tired. Help me. Save me.

oh ya, my nail polisher turned out to be a sliver-grey color? I wanted a white one..omg! wth! I did not look carefully at the samples. LOL!
Appearance does not show mean much or show much. Do not judge me or make friends with me if u sees appearance more, ok!
I am the way I am=) I am lovin' it=)
Accept it or ignore me.

In my eyes, happiness is so near yet seems so far.

Lingz=>_<=

kays, hey earthlings=)
gonna blog, shall be a rather short long post.
I am really LAZY to blog ehs..haha!
It is so incredulous to say that i am that oppressed.
Its a nonchalant me=/
My smiles are fading soon.
I am hurt. Save me, anyone?
Cheer me up with a job will be more than enough=)

The stress i am taking is more than ever, too much for me to take.
I don't know when will my immune system breakdown. LOL
The thing must end soon. School must start soon. Or i will go mad soon.
I need lots of help but there is no one i can turn to.
Recently, i discovered that i have another semi-white hair sticking to me! oh gosh=(

I scrolled down, looking seriously on my contacts but seems like no one can help me..no even a single soul, perhaps.
Suddenly, i felt lost.
Emotionally and mentally breakdown. I need maintenance(:
I cried, my eyes turned swollen, tears dried, my heart feels empty.
This is how realistic the world is.

I did not even sleep a wink, for that particular night. Its horrible.
Eye bags, Eye rings=(=(=(
My eyes are still painful now and totally very tired.
My only comfort are my soft toys..
No one knows how sad i am=/
My life is upside down. Living a sad-night life like an animal=]

Ya, its good to have an entertaining blog ma cos its rare.
Anyway u have a blog to express your thoughts and emotions openly.
If u do not want any sarcastic comments for your fantastic language or the wonderful secretive content, handwritten in a personal diary then.

Anyone knows how to reach to woodlands easily?
Because i can easily get LOST (mi lu bin) haha!

Just another sad case to overcome
Don't give up! haiz=.=

Lingz=>_<=

Halo readers!
Its been a long time since the last post. (again)
Many things have happened and definitely, i am lazy to post.
i-am-going-to-squeeze-all-events-together-in-one-post=)

First of all, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY! lol(: teehees, kinda weird.
and and i received my enrolment letter already! ^^

highly-recommended!

It is sold at the central, western food stall.

(without air-conditional)

Thats all folks!

And ya, 11 feb o9 went out with Yvonne, Zhenhong, Rolf , Doreen & Cyn.

It was okay. At least, we went to play Arcade and have our lunch together.. hmm not really just 4 of us=) Watched the guys playing bowling and yes thats it.

I know Y wants us to reconcile BUT i suppose it will not be possible if i am the only one working on it=/ (plus someone is just that petty & i don't even know what went wrong & push the bloody blame to me) LOL!

**Happy birthday to ROLF!** =) haha

0ne successful thing needs tw0 hands to clap=)

Lingz=>_<=

hey guys=/
STOP asking me which poly, course or whatsoever appeals i am gonna go to! Because its sooo irritating! Unless its for the 1st time u ask me.
Pissed-off!

Its already so sad to get into a poly that is so far, so stop rubbing on it!
Though, it is far, BUT it doesn't mean that it is a bad school.
Moreover, i received comments like the teachers lecturers in rp are not very strict? Its a bad school with bad students?? 0k..rp students pls upgrade these people with some basic knowledge! And, personally i think that your diploma depends more on whether u are hardwoking rather than the help from lecturers.

oh please..i know its far BUT its new=) haha
i am currently still waiting for the appeal results, it will be out on mid-march. LOL!
What poly/course i am posted to? see my previous post!
And, i know u may be successful in your appeals but that doesn't mean that u can show off!

Stop those questions!

Ling=>_<=

hi all(:
i'am gonna get more"nuggets" if i don't get a job real soon ._."
i MUST earn some $$ in order to _____ __ ___ (fill in the blanks! haha)
Any recommendations? Contact me via sms or msn=) Thanks!
YEAH=) i gotten my JAE 1st choice, Pharmaceutical science but its at rp=(
haizz, needless to say its damn far. LOL

*An important advice to those taking Os this year: U must pass your math no matter what! (otherwise u can't get into most of the courses) U must pass your english too, of cos. Not only that, your L1R4 must be less than 16.

Friends around me are mostly posted to tp for engineering or IT courses, but i'am not a least interested in it. No offence(:
Hope appeals work=)

Yups, we went to white sands to have our early dinner and i happened to saw D..
hmm...Sorry for not be able to wave to u because i was busying searching for those signboards. Lol(;

I yearn for school, the free periods, the teachers, the lame jokes, the quotes, especially from Mr Soh & famous quotes from Mr Nasim, the burger, the laughter, the tight timetable and the heavy books(:
I have not been to school for so long and i feared whether i will be able to cope with the poly life. It will be a more tougher challenge and of cos an exciting one too!
I miss schooling! School Must start soon or else i will be a lazy bum soon! hehehe! JOB is a must too!

Heart undergoes never-ending winter, tears dried, consoles sunk.
What's left are those untouched wounds.

I dislikes people who do not like to reply to my msg-es, unless with a valid reason. LoL!

Job! Job! Job!

Lingz=>_<=