hey all=)
this is a new starting point of my life..don't understand?
its 0k..ask me=)

Well..your reason will certainly, definitely satisfy my curiosity man though you did not do so, you might as well end the story with a ''wonderful'' full-stop. ihy does not last long, you should be very glad though your reason was not very convincing. You are a lehmon..haha.. take my hats off you for choosing that particular day, well i guess you did it on purpose. YoU wasted mY time (160308-190908) wth.. l0ls =.=

Results were out, not really satisfied because i could have done better and too much careless mistakes were made. Hopefully, or i should say really that i must not make the same mistakes again.. i promised myself i won't=) ''O''s is getting nearer, and i really gonna strive for the last steak >,<
I love english and math!! i have no other routes but to love you, because i need to pass you all beautifully to get into poly!! hold onto me.. hahax love u love u, yes i love u=P
I have been reflecting, reflecting for the entire 2 weeks, and yes finally i got over it! Finally, i did it=)

Someone should just stop her childish acts, your comments..haizz, you should just concentrate on your ''O''s girl, i mean seriously spamming other people's blog is lame to me =.=
Comments will have some sort of impact on me, regardless positive 0r negative, man.. and again i repeat your childish and act-cute actions does not have any impacts on me..lalalala~ Do your best to irritate me ba=) anyways.. i tell you, you can't make it even on the very first dot.. hahaha~

Yesterday, my sisters and i went to aYies again, i really really love that shop's accessories=) *hint..hint* and yes my great Dad paid the bill ($50++) thanks!! hehe
I will ''kill'' those people who sucks..omg i don't mean it but when i saw this phrase i felt soo funny, so share it with all of you.. haha
Small, little things would make me happy for one whole week, i don't know why too, perhaps i'm easily contented=)

Stressing, coping hard, mugging, crazy, tired, mad, contended, contented, smiles, shocked, nervous, happy, dreaming, tears, sweats, trying, wishing, AiYa.. all sorts of mixed feelings nowadays=] hahaha
I'm observing again, i'm not too sure, you gonna say it out loud uhs, mr.X. haha=) 0h my.. panda eyes getting bigger? gonna join the panda club soon.. lols=)

Take care all, especially those taking ''O''s, don't stress yourself out=X
Thanks louis for being my regular blog-reader..haha!! see ya=)

Bless me, the dreamy girl who just wanna get into her desire poly with great results^^

Lingz=>_<=

Heys all=)
yeah..do not worry=)
i'm contented as i can be, because this was a great lesson for me, and i can/should trust more of my instinct..because its more and more accurate, even during exam...=.=
Thanks for those care and concern..i'm 0k=)
Dad..happy birthday!!!=)=)=) muackzz..l0ls
ily dad=)
wish you always happy..smilezalwayz..hehe^^

With my family and friends...i will always be as happy (^.^)

Lingz=>_<=

Hi all=)
i supposed you did not even shed a single tear, even if you did shed some crocodile tears, it will not gonna work, so what's the point? Do you think your ignorance will reduce the hurt? l0ls=.=
Yeahh..i'm not your toy, not to be toyed with and i'm not that easy uhs.
w0w, in a blink of an eye, one can change so fast wor..within 3-5 days, though i have already guessed it, get real man, you caught me with a huge surprise and ya you did not even give me a second of preparation.
Btw..i'm not too surprise nor sad because long ago my instinct have already told me and i have asked you before.
And so i knew it..you will tell me this thingy one day..and yes you did it, though i hoped it was just a joke=/
Just don't you regret what was your choice..ihy.. l0ls...just let me go^^

Hold onto me~~

Lingz=>_<=

Its 4.30 a.m. now....
i just woke up..thinking of that thingy=.=
i have sorted out my thoughts, and i know that this have to be ended quickly.
Hence..i'm not going to further pursue of what is your decision..until you have make up your mind and decide what actually you want.
Lols..no appetite for dinner just now..BUT now my stomach is rumbling=) hehe
Reflecting for the whole night..and i make sure i have clear up my ''drawers'' of you.
I did not cry for more than 5 mins because i knew it will not going to work and seriously..i believe that we did not even started yet, so there is n0 a need to brood over it=) BUT that does not mean that i'm not sad too..
Pursue my goals which are realistic dreams that are more important for now=)
Gonna be strong to withstand all the obstacles and odds as well as the hurtful memories>,<
Memories are photos taken in my heart..deleting it? difficult? l0ls..i'm able to do it man^^
Believe in myself..i'm me..this is me..you can't change..i'm good gal? l0ls..keep those words to yourself, u can't say that to me anymore..gl=)
-Too hurt to be true-
Lols..don't know why suddenly think of Physic, Mr Soh..=.=
Btw..good luck for your new job, gl..jyjy
Saysiong kor don't die so soon yet, don't stress ba=) hahaha...Gambateh!!

Gonna be strong Ling..i can do it..just do it!!!=)
Hurtful memories are those which are hard to delete=]
Forget it does not mean forgive..maybe i will after a period of time=/
U hurt me once again..that i don't like..luckily i'm not too deep into it, gl =_+''
Thanks for those who are concern..i will forget about it ba..i think so=)

Cheers to me ^^

Lingz=>_<=

hey all=]
Prelims is 0ver..BUT the ''O''s is coming nearer=)
Gonna do better...better...better...
Result of Chemistry is not as gd as i thought, though i got b3..cos i forgot how to find MR..=(

haizz.. =(=(=(
i still can't forgot what you have done and said=(
NO AMOUNT OF SORRIES WILL HEAL THE WOUND THAT U HAVE CAUSED=.=
sorry=n0 cure...

U make me realised many things..lols
Its terrible when L turns Hate, though i will not hate you for long nor will i scold you vulgarities.
Lovers can't be friends again..though Lg will try to=/
U also confirm my instinct..i'm right..
U make me realised that we humans must be decisive in our decisions!! no grey zones allowed, otherwise conflicts and misunderstood will arise=.=
If this is your decision, then it shall be then=]
My life will still go on...on..on...

Let time heal the broken heart=]

Lingz=>_<=

y0 all=)
yeah this is the second post of the day which is specially for today..
missy teaching time:-
Ambiguity=Ai mei=暧昧=No clear definition=)
hehe..ya..i have been finding the meaning of this word..
well..i like the ''暧昧'' by Rainie yang too, because i find it meaning and nice..l0ls
hehe..i have been obeserving closely and hope i'm right=) its good to be loved, Mr X..
u are always within my sight=P
However, I don't think that ambiguity caused people to feel wronged or suffered in a relationship..perharps maybe its true as they could not even find the meaning of love..l0ls=.= BUT i like ''理想情人'' ideal lover more=)

Now..i'm wondering how a person could IRON his/her hair o.O omgz..hehee..no offence
It is always happy moments with nat and art=) p.s. because i could not stop laughing when i'm with them..they are my full-time funniest friends=) thanks guys!! u all never fail to make me smile=)
and ya Nat got the highest score (7/8) for my friend test though her name was not shown at the scoreboard, thus she knows me the best=)

Shared joys are double joys;
Shared sorrows is half sorrow=)

Lingz=>_<=

Ya..ya yesterday, i was listening to songs and watching tv for the whole afternoon.
This was entirely blamed for the dread of loneliness..l0ls, the sms-es replies i should receive which i did not, bored of playing viwawa plus no one is free to play with me, got banned from playing maple, lazy to go study, nags and sians...Its unbearable for me!!! i don't know what are y0u thinking about..sobz=(
well..i felt that this song suit me the most..though its not sang by popular singer..
mmv version:- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsK7r_plhoM
OMG eventually he missed it?? He forgot?? what the...1603=( failed...
He failed his basic duty as Mr choco..well i'm used to y0ur ignorance..i guess U have even forgotten how it was started and what are/were(past?) y0ur promises?
Why must i be the one who takes the initiative, why can't y0u be the one? utterly disappointed with y0u!!
Well..its been three days? and i found i that that thingy on my phone was broken and hence does it shows that its 0ver? i don't know? Decision lies in y0u, man! This is NOT the first time u did it and yes opps u did it again=/
haha..and this fits u ''A leopard can't change his spots'' and i'm not going to let this matter be a chip on my shoulder and i will live my own way=) unless u try...

I will still be waiting=/

Lingz=>_<=

hehe..heys all=)
i'm soo happy because there is n0 school tomorrow(no exam)^^
And so..i can slack a bit =.=
Today, Chemistry paper was alright..
Maths paper was less difficult than the previous one..
hahax, bless me=) hehehe^^

0k..gonna rush to play viwawa with an-gel..haha
she teaching me how to play wahjiong -.-
An-gel wahjiong shifu!! hehe

Happy filled up the emptiness in me=)

Lingz=>_<=

y0 all=)
hehehe..prelims just past one longgg week le.
It's stressful, tired and i got to handle two papers a day.
..l0ls..
Chinese paper was 0kay..
Social Studies and History papers was gd(spot-on)..
Mathematics paper was a bit difficult +..= and i even felt dizzy after finishing the paper..
FnN was expected to be *that* standard..hehe
hmm...i must be grateful that i did n0t chose A-math, i was told that it was damn difficult.
hahax..gonna work harder!! Gambateh!! jia yous!!
'O's is getting nearer and nearer=)

Mood is getting better and better..because haha=)
Yesterday, i was revising History with Artiya, Yixian and An-gel..
It was fun and i was being told about something which is very funny!!!
A tread? 0r A strand of hair? haha and please la, if your clothing does not match any tread that U mentioned then don't say it was..omg =.=
(ps:i could n0t stop laughing from this joke..LMAO)
I'm disgusted by these people..omg..
I burst into laughter and keep banging on the table..hmm wonder if other people around will think that i got problem..

Green house won the road race!! hehe cheers!! Green rox=)

Good luck people! especially to Mr Choco who is trying to earn tons of money and please remember your promise=)

Jokes tune up my life^.^

Lingz=>_<=

Hi all=)
hmm..my mood swing is Over!! its great and i'm emotionally stable le=)
because finally u did it(:
..l0ls..

My family and I were having a great time at Tampines Mall.
We went to have tim sum..hmm..i like the porridge most ^^
After that, we went to buy some mooncakes (mooncake festival falls on the 15th of the 8th month according to the lunar calender) I love the durian-flavoured most=P (..yummy..) Though i don't usually like to eat durians.

haha..i find this phrase funny which is originated from Miss Z - ''What the hug?!?'' hehehe, supposing she was trying to say ''What the heck?!?'' =) psps..i could not stop laughing from this phrase=]

Okay all=) thanks for those who are concern=)
I will start to strive for my 'O's..in fact i'm already starting to do so..

My life is going great^^

Lingz=>_<=

Hey all=)
I have sorted out my thoughts. Time is ripe and its time for me to say so.
Perharps..i am a realist who has a strong streak of realism to face the reality.
Those visual games' memories and promises can only be placed in our hearts, we cannnot take it for real as they have NO deal with relation to reality.
unless someone do something to change it(:

Well..i should concentrate on the important things first=)the 'O's first..others..after 'O's ba..
Miss Z and Miss A asked me whether i'm heartbroken..erm actually not really because we have not really started yet.
..l0ls..

While i was watching tv, i found this phrase interesting and meaningful=P
"Women are annoying creatures;
Men are creatures who likes to be annoyed"
hehe..jyjy all=)

Smilez Alwayz to the stairs of Success xD

Lingz=>_<=

Hi all=)
Today, i went to cut my hair >,< (not my wish)
..l0ls..

Ya..i was listening to muisc and i have deepen my thoughts=P
Music is my life;
My life is filled with music;
Music filled my life;
My feelings is my music;
Music represent my mood.
*first song on the list will represent my mood(:

If you think that Your excuse would make me believe and forgive and forget about it, let me tell you that you are wrong!
Maybe..maybe..perharps i will forgive BUT not forget=.=

Currently..i'm still having mood swing~~
(ps:louis, i'm still stressing)..due to Prelims and 'O' levels are round the corner=]
As well as unstable emotional thoughts which caused mood swings..LOL

It is still hard for me to judge you, give me some time and think it over ba..
anyway, you are not the 0nly 0ne in My life=)

Music lighten up my life=)

Lingz=>_<=

Hi all=)
finally, i got this blogskin from my dearest yee=)
it was difficult to handle a blog =.= hehe^^
Currently, i'm stressing for the 'O' level, and like i have said..
hope things will go smoothly as i wished=) jyjy!!

Those irritating and childish people will be deleted from my memory and so others N0 need to worry for me liao.
It is still complicated for me because there are still some doubts in me on you.

Goalz are REAListic Dreamz that WILL come True=P

Lingz=>_<=